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10:11 pm  •  28 January 2012  •  115 notes

fascinant asked: I love yooooooooooooooooooooooou and need to seee you &we need to catch up. asap! I hope you have a wonderful week :)

i just this<3333333333 i love you soooooooo much more. Hope you had a great day<3

9:57 pm  •  28 January 2012

i just kept crying. i  could barely breathe i was crying so hard.. my eyes are swollen now, its midnight and i still have to study, still wanna cry.

and two people from my school passed away today in a car wreck. heartbreaking </3 pray for Zach and Marina! <3

today has just been awful:(

11:40 pm  •  23 January 2012  •  1 note

I’m dying inside , literally.

11:22 am  •  21 January 2012  •  1 note

I don’t even want to have my birthday tomorrow. I don’t even care, i’m not even excited anymore..

The one person i’ve been waiting to hear from hasn’t said anything about my birthday being tomorrow and it’s almost 10 p.m … It’s breakin my heart for real.

My mom is acting like my life should be boring. Excuse me mom if i’m in highschool and my social life means alot to me, atleast i’m not anisocial. She hasn’t said anything about my birthday tomorrow, I mean i know it’s not fucking christmas, or anything huge but this is the one day i year i get for myself. We always have balloons in our house for the birthday person and i haven’t seen any sign of celebration? in 2 hours i’ll be 17 and my mom wont give a damn. we fought 2 times today, yelled. And she didn’t apologize. Neither did i, but she’s been aggrivated and grumpy all day and i put up with it so i think she owes me the apology this time. And thanks mom for making me go to tutoring on my birthday when i’d much rather see my friends after school.

Honestly i’m just so frustrated because i wanted to be SO happy the night before my birthday. I wanted troy to say SOMETHING to me, anything to me about my birthday. I wanted my MOM of all people to be happy FOR me… screw it. I’m crying and it’s the night before i turn 17….. great way to spend the eve of it.

9:40 pm  •  18 January 2012  •  1 note

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2:13 am  •  18 January 2012  •  4,431 notes

Someone came to me to draw their tattoo. They wanted wings just for the right side of their chest. They said realistic…

I spend 3 nights drawing and erasing, and drawing and erasing. And today he went to get his tattoo, told me i was the first person he’d send a picture too.

Nope…. 3 hours after he said he’d send me a picture in 45 minutes, i see it on facebook… and it looks nothing like what i drew. it wasn’t realistic. it looked like a cartoon.

no wonder he didnt send it to me, because it wasnt what i drew.

i spent my time on it, and i didnt charge him, and ive been telling him how happy i am and excited that he’s getting it done.

screw this. i’m so mad. you changed what i drew, your tattoo looks nothing like it. and the worst is i have the biggest crush on you and this hurt my feelings. you didn’t even send me a picture.

5:27 pm  •  14 January 2012  •  1 note