January 2012
12 posts
i just kept crying. i could barely breathe i was crying so hard.. my eyes are swollen now, its midnight and i still have to study, still wanna cry.
and two people from my school passed away today in a car wreck. heartbreaking </3 pray for Zach and Marina! <3
today has just been awful:(
I’m dying inside , literally.
I don’t even want to have my birthday tomorrow. I don’t even care, i’m not even excited anymore..
The one person i’ve been waiting to hear from hasn’t said anything about my birthday being tomorrow and it’s almost 10 p.m … It’s breakin my heart for real.
My mom is acting like my life should be boring. Excuse me mom if i’m in highschool and my...
Someone came to me to draw their tattoo. They wanted wings just for the right side of their chest. They said realistic…
I spend 3 nights drawing and erasing, and drawing and erasing. And today he went to get his tattoo, told me i was the first person he’d send a picture too.
Nope…. 3 hours after he said he’d send me a picture in 45 minutes, i see it on facebook… and...
I think i'm going to cry myself to sleep tonight
So this is how it’s going to be i guess, i really can’t be mad because it was my decision. But my heart hurts. Everyday since last thursday.
I have literally never cried so hard in my life like i did last thursday, I cried from 10:00 a.m till 4:30 p.m, and i’m not exaggerating. Non-stop crying.
I miss you everyday. But for the first time i stood up for myself, you wanted to...
people act like its so hard to do the small things, like its so hard to care.
ballin’ my eyes out so hard right now
Just because you don't believe in God doesn't mean...
i just LOVE it when my parents get mad at me for the STUPIDEST things.
“you didn’t _________, so now i can’t trust you?”
wtf. just because i didn’t do a chore doesn’t mean i’m untrustworthy.
this is ridiculous.
and now i may not be able to go to the basketball game tomorrow, after i promised troy i’d be there, and it means alot for me to go, i...
Just had a perfect day. Who knew it was possible for a monday.
December 2011
19 posts
He put one of those “tbh, lms” on facebook as his status… i liked it then signed off so that i didn’t see what he said to other girls. i never look at his facebook profile.
Why am i always scared i’ll see something i don’t want to see? facebook is so much drama. i want to delete it. :/
Is it absolutely ridiculous that i suddenly got very jealous that the guy i’m absolutely in love with liked another girls picture on facebook?
i unfriended her cause i dont like her anyways. hahahahahaha
Going to see Troy play some basketball tonight, so i think i gotta look FINE.
I’m trying to hint that i wanna hang out with him after but Troy’s the typical oblivious idiot guy… oh my gosh.
i don’t care so much for anything anymore, and i don’t trust anyone so much anymore.
This doesn't make any sense. You don't make any...
durrmccully asked: Yes
Nothing better,
than that feeling when your just smiling and you have no idea what made you so happy… absolutely no idea.
I deserve so much better, but you’re all I want.
I honestly feel physically hurt from loving you.
I love him.. i love him as much as you can love in high school. and i hate this feeling, this feeling of not wanting any other guy. he’s the only one i want. and he knows it, and i’m the only one he wants. atleast, thats what he says, and tonight… tonight was perfect. it was everything i hoped it would be and more, but why hasn’t he asked me to be his girlfriend? i know he...
weed, alcohol, and sex shouldn't define your life
I realize it has been a while since i’ve tumbled, hmm.. so where’d all these followers come from? well okay, love you guys <3
November 2011
1 post
i'm losing myself, and i have no idea how to find...
God, please be here for me cause i’m tired of depending on people.
July 2011
1 post
i keep telling myself i’m going to be okay, but i’m all torn up. And i don’t want to talk to anyone but him. & he could probably care less.
March 2011
5 posts
i am truely convinced, that almost every girl out there is not “two-faced”, but seriously confused about her own opinions.
Stop talking bad about other girls , and then going to them or writing on their facebook wall about how much you love them, and how beautiful they are.
Just because i don’t like her, does not mean you don’t, so if your going to suck up to the person...
i never used to understand why quotes, and movies and book always said , “i love you so mch it hurts” or “i miss you so much it hurts.”
But now i can say i relate, after 1 year and 1 month with my boyfriend, I am still aching to see him. aiefai i miss him so much.
Thank goodness my boyfriend gets upset when he hears about guys talking about how they “want to ‘fuck’ me”,
i love him for how mad he is right now<3 ;) It’s just nice that i know he’ll defend me, he is so great.
February 2011
31 posts
I can’t even explain the emptiness i feel, laying on a bed without my dog at the end of it laying on my feet and keep them warm. They really mean it when they say a dogs a man’s best friend, you never know what you’ve got till it’s gone. Well that last part is not entirely true, I knew i had everything with that pupp, and she WAS my best friend,. When i wasn’t home,...
bye My Cosette<3
:’(
I don't understand why people think they have the...
Even though i’m always going to have anyones back, it doesn’t mean i have to support all of their desicions.
I just expected alot of people to be alot more mature, by the time they hit this year in highschool…
Congrats??
Why is it so hard on me when things are getting ready to change, even when i know nothing bad is going to come of it?
i cry and i cry, and i cry.
and there’s only one person i want to talk too because i’m tired of people just telling me sorry. i’m tired of it and i’m tired of myself.
i’ve been sad, stressed, confused, and worried non-stop for the past 2 months, and i don’t know where it came from or how it started. But i cry, all the time. When i’m happy or when...