I don’t even want to have my birthday tomorrow. I don’t even care, i’m not even excited anymore..
The one person i’ve been waiting to hear from hasn’t said anything about my birthday being tomorrow and it’s almost 10 p.m … It’s breakin my heart for real.
My mom is acting like my life should be boring. Excuse me mom if i’m in highschool and my social life means alot to me, atleast i’m not anisocial. She hasn’t said anything about my birthday tomorrow, I mean i know it’s not fucking christmas, or anything huge but this is the one day i year i get for myself. We always have balloons in our house for the birthday person and i haven’t seen any sign of celebration? in 2 hours i’ll be 17 and my mom wont give a damn. we fought 2 times today, yelled. And she didn’t apologize. Neither did i, but she’s been aggrivated and grumpy all day and i put up with it so i think she owes me the apology this time. And thanks mom for making me go to tutoring on my birthday when i’d much rather see my friends after school.
Honestly i’m just so frustrated because i wanted to be SO happy the night before my birthday. I wanted troy to say SOMETHING to me, anything to me about my birthday. I wanted my MOM of all people to be happy FOR me… screw it. I’m crying and it’s the night before i turn 17….. great way to spend the eve of it.
