I can’t even explain the emptiness i feel, laying on a bed without my dog at the end of it laying on my feet and keep them warm. They really mean it when they say a dogs a man’s best friend, you never know what you’ve got till it’s gone. Well that last part is not entirely true, I knew i had everything with that pupp, and she WAS my best friend,. When i wasn’t home, she would sleep outside my room until i got home, and even when i was home she would wait for me to go to bed. And sometimes when i cried she’d come and rest her head on my legs. This sounds a little dramatic, but it was like she was my own child. I am attached to my dog. I’ve had her for almost 4 years, since she was tiny. But i had to give her up :( just until i have my own appartment. Until i’m living on my own… so my sisters best friend took her. But when will i be living where i can HAVE a dog in the place? not until after college, that’s like.. another 5 years. I wish i had a better reason to cry.. but i don’t. My dog being anywhere but with me, is every reason to cry. I don’t have a friendly face to come home too now when i have a bad day, i don’t have anything to sleep beside me any more, to wake me up at 3 in the morning to let her out to go pee which always seems so frustrating at the time but i’m going to miss that….i miss her. I sat in the car with her until they drove away, she layed her head in my lap, and whined when i got up to leave. I sent her with her 3 favorite toys, a stuffed stocking, a stuffed squeaky turtle, and a tiger that is not longer stuffed… she played with them every morning before I left for school.
I hope she doesn’t forget me :(
